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Reality is Pain (Love for the Words)

Reality is Pain

(Love for the Words)

I sometimes live in a World

Where the only reality is pain

But at least I feel something

Even if it’s only this damned migraine

I am truly sorry if this bores you

I sincerely do not mean to complain

But writing these venerated words

Is the only way to stay sane

I’ve been walking under the bright stars

As a full moon illuminates the dark

Sky of an otherwise pitch black night

I’ve been living in my head, looking for the courage

To continue the fight that will maybe someday save my Life

The tree used to help me bring my creativity to a new height

And while it still does, I’ve developed a Love for the words

That demands purity and even though the honesty

Is seemingly almost always constantly costing me

Friendships, there are true cohorts always there, loving me

Caressing my Soul with their unconditional Loyalty

And I love them all even if some of them do not believe in me

I swear to the Gods (Blessed Be Their Many Names!!)

That I am trying to be a better man

But you have to understand the pain I feel inside

And this Life is a lie;

That is why for me the heady intoxication of the tree

Is not about getting high but an omniscient escape from the reality

Where it is so easy to give up and die…..

I sometimes live in a World

Where the only reality is pain

But at least I feel something

Even if it’s only this damned migraine

I am truly sorry if this bores you

I sincerely do not mean to complain

But writing these venerated words

Is the only way to stay sane

Drew Kazinsky

Stockton, California

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